choked…

felt i have been frozen
from waist downward
and the slightest move
can cause a million pang.

you’re eating my brain…
draining me good.
placing somebody else
in this body i once owned.

keeping in a leash…
tried fighting back…
holding me inside a box…
when will the vixen ever comes out?

i wish i didn’t know you…
wish i wasn’t there…
so all of these catastrophe
will be nowhere…
and you’ll be someone
i would not care…