sorry babe..

babe…
i wish i can easily
tell you
i want to be yours…
yours alone…
but we both know
that will be a lie…

honey…
as much as i want
to jump into
this lovely ride
i cannot
for the life of me
make myself be as
committed as you
want me to be…

babe…
you know
i loved you
i still do
but it would mean
another heartbreak
another tear
another chip
on my shoulder
if we, or at least i
will pursue this.

i guess you’re right
i wont be ready
not just because
i am so damn busy
minding other rides
but because i am
way too scared to
stick around…

i am sorry babe
that’s just not my thing…